i dont have a cell phone

So being the most indecisive person ever. i changed my mind again ( and my ticket) and im coming home to Winnipeg. I'll probably regret going back there and not to vancouver but what can i say i miss that place and more importantly i miss my bed.


cough cough cough

I've had this cough for nearly a week
Sometimes i think i'm too mean to jeff. I get really grumpy , especially when im sick. and i can be really mean. but im sure most of you know that anyway. Since April 19th i have been here in Connecticut with Jeff. We spend nearly every second of the day together. but recently i've taken to staying at his place by myself while he attends to bands stuff aside from shows ( cuz it BORES me beyond belief) at first i was like cool , some time apart might be kinda nice. But its not. I always end up missing him. and now he wont be home from at least another hour. i should have just went with him. :(
In happier news my TFS pre order came in. i got it shipped to jeffs house. its red i cant wait to get home and listen to it. i wanted to preorder the Ignite and outbreak records on think fast! but we'll see. i should try not spend all my money.
I read some interview in AP with Chad from new found glory talking about his record collection.. sounded alot like bullshit to me. " when i was growing up all they had was vinyl.." shut up what are you like 23? they didnt have cd's and tapes back in '96?
We rode bikes by the river last night. i hadnt been on a bike in years. my butt hurts from sitting on one for too long. Tomorrow at 6am i'm going to Cleaveland. catch ya later.

clearly i suck at updating

I have been in Connecticut for the last month. It's been real chill. so weird not to have to get up and go to work. i like being lazy but i dont like how there's no increase ever in my bank account. only a shrinking cash flow. so in that sense im excited to get a job once i get to Vancouver.
Jeffrey and i have been cooking dinner nearly every night. We started doing it to save money but it seems like we go to the grocery store every day and spend a small fortune on delicious treats. plus we occassionally still eat out. Thats where all my money has gone. trying to make jeffrey fat and instead i've made myself fatter and my wallet skinnier. I've seen a few choice bands out while being out here. Outbreak, doomriders, have heart, crime in stereo, wake up call.. and thursday i will see Go it alone. seems like kids here dont even care that much about smaller shows. Ambitions has played some SHOT shows in like Baltimore and NY state where not even the local bands could draw anyone. seriously there was like 15 people at some of the shows. Oh well.
Sunday is my birthday and i will be spending it in a van with Ambitions who are playing a show in NJ with Murphy's Law, Bold and Verse. fun times. but it would be nice to be able to spend my birthday in Winnipeg with friend stuffing our faces at Delicious vegetarian. mmmm mmm. At least Jeff will be with me.
i kinda miss Winnipeg i wont be back for quite some time. but i will be back.
I'm bummed that i will be missing champions last show i know its gonna be so fun. it would have been nice to be there with all my friends but i decided to stay here longer with my boo. a tough decision but i think it was the right one
anyways jeff's mad that im not eating breakfast with him so i'm gonna go do that. lates.



BABIES I MISS YOU!!! and i miss my bed!